Sadly we have noticed some changes in Sydney's posture.....so, she is scheduled this coming Friday for an appt. Please pray with and for us as we find out what is causing the change. Not sure if her curvature has increased or if it's due to lack of muscle tissue from last year's surgery? I have to continue to praise God for all that He has done in Sydney's life and health but I must confess that I'm feeling very guilty right now - have I let Sydney enjoy her seemingly unhindered mobility, have I taken joy in it? I've allowed myself to deny the possibility that a day might come when she wasn't able to move as freely and without pain. God has cared for Sydney in ways that I cannot imagine. So as I write today please pray that Sydney has a productive appt. pray that her Drs. have wisdom and a heart for God above all. I just want to see Sydney run and play......and take joy in it as I sohould have been doing all along........
In Christ,
Sandy
May 19, 2010
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I know all to well that feeling of guilt. My little ones too have a medical issue that never crosses my mind, until...and then I start to feel guilty that is wasn't on my mind. But as I thought about the guilt you and I share - I realized we shouldn't feel that at all. We are their mom's we see them as whole, everyday and in every way - Just like a mom should. Keep loving Sydney - it's what moms do.
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